today i got a new nickname...

went to rich's 18th shindig yesturday, 'cept i felt like crap, i was still shattered from new years, cause i didn't sleep much on the friday cause of the stupid family meal - which was shit btw, and i got a hideous necklace, which i'm never going to wear... and an art nouvou book. which wasnt too bad.

anyway, back to the party, i really wasn't in the mood, i felt like crap. i wanted to curl up in a ball i was that sleepy. and someone hurt my knee.. well, pushed their chair into it. bad times. and i wasnt in the mood to drink, when am i ever not in the mood to drink?! something must have been up. then like you know when you're feeling shit, and someone keeps asking "what's wrong?! come oooon? what's up? what's it to do with? a boy? work? your dad? gimme the first letter." whenever someone does that... i just stand there and stare at the person asking me. people annoy me. and jamie kept asking me to get into photos. and i really couldnt be bothered. so i asked my sister to come get me earlier. then went home got into bed, then cried.
today wasn't much better either, there was only 4 of us in. bit of a doss day, we had nothing to do really.
then right at the end, it got dead busy when we went to close. i hate it when that happens. :(
then i drove home... and had the shittest tea.
i mean, like i didnt have a shit enough day already, its like the worst thing to come home too.
stew and fucking dumplings. i thought it was going to be a roast... it's always the same. every sunday, it's always a roast or fucking stew and fucking dumplings.
plus frances proper fucked me off. i was actually thinking in my head when i was sat next to her, picking up my chair and smashing it into her head. or punching her in the face.
maaaan she grinds my gears.
haha :)
the one thing thats actually made me smile today.. was when max called me "little miss chat shit."
it's like my very own version of a little miss and mr men character :)
wickkked.
i'm pretty happy now.

i also saw someone today who has a really nice smile :)