i think i want this.

on my hip.

maybe minus the birds. ha

i will forever love ice age for the rest of my life.

my heart belongs with sid the sloth (L)

anyway. today was a GOOD DAY. top notch! haha.
well.. apart from getting woken up this morning at half 8 on my day off... daaamn kids!
oh & my whole family drinking all the bloody milk. I LOVE MILK. fuckers.
well... my love of my life turned up on my doorstep.
i'm not taking it off... haha (it's my adidas hoody btw)

i would have my face in the photo. but i haven't washed my hair. 

and i'm not wearing makeup. sexaaay.

i kinda look like a man.. i won't lie!

and frances bought me a galaxy bubbles bar :) scoooore (Y)

i told myself i'd save it for college tomorrow, seeing as there's no food in the house.. but bread. and i've given that up for lent. daaamn. but i've already tucked in... it was calling my name.

anyway, today was a really productive day.

last night i finished my bird book... it's only taken me... what? 6 months to actually start and finish.

so i'm proud of myself.

here's some of my faves...

bd bd.

the last one, i spent a good half hour cutting that bird out. daaamn.

anyway.

today, i made my alphabet consitina.. whilst watching "starter for ten." with james mccvoy in. he's pure yum.

halfway through the film, i got bored, of work. so i decided to wander my house. as you do.. and found some squirty cream in the fridge. for those of you who know me well.. i love squirty cream. my dad always used to buy it and insist on squirting it into my mouth all the live long day.

haha, & for those of you (i.e jazz.) who read this and thought that of an innuendo. fuck you.

anyway the point is i love squirty cream. so i spent about a good ten minutes just standing there in my kitchen squirting it into my mouth. haha :)

cause man... that's how i roll ;)

so then i got bored and wandered back upstairs.. & started on my illustration whilst watching ice age,  dawn of the dinosaurs.

i LOVE that film(L) haha.

unbelievably that's taken me all day hah.

at least everything's tidy :)

i'm gladd i've finally started to move on with my life.

everything's so good right now.

even the shit bits are good. haha.

i cba with grudges anymore.

(L)

i won't lie.

not only do my milkshakes bring all the boys to the yard.


but you've REALLY pissed me off.


& they're better than yours.

i know what i am, they know what they are, so let me be

I'm getting worse and worse at coming on here now. just like me at texting back.
it's been over two hours and i still haven't text pete back... & even thou it's in my mind that i need to text him. and my phone's right there. and the text is actually in my drafts... i haven't.
i seriously suck at life.

lets update you of my lovely week off...
saturday?
i had work.. but i can't actually remember what i did after...
sunday...
i had work. what a suprise. oh & it was valentines day. no roses or cards... noone even said happy v day to me. haha. just another day! at least i didn't have to spend any money on someone. or nearly burn myself with the oven this time :)
my sisters down. & my dad & frances have people over. so i have to ditch my plans with nat to be "sociable"
damn.
monday...
me & emily drive up to cheltenham... & go out for ellies birthday. a barbie birthday. so i have to wear pink...
i hate pink.

look at my at the front looking like a douche. haha :)
anyway. that night.. i had a VERY interesting phone call with jazz... and a lush text of matt... telling me he was wearing a thong, walking and thrusting to music in his room.. haha :) it gets me everytime :)
oh and also! jonny predicted my future. i'm going to live in the city.. and not settle down til i'm at least 71. sounds like me.. but i would like to at least have relationships? maybe one? haha
oh and he also caught me when i fell of this stage in the club. how embarrassing.. they had made it taller since i was last there. so what was i supposed to think?! :) i also got called an emo. seriously... i was wearing pink! :)
i love going out in cheltenham.

tuesday...
i had to drive home from cheltenham by myself. with just the sat nav for company... which kept falling off the window. bad times! but i made it to hannahs unharmed. but when i got out of the car, i was shaking like a bitch, i think my hangover had just hit me. but the pancakes healed me something proper :)
it was nice to catch up with mary, meg, hannah and gemma. lovesss.
then i drove home and just slept. its creepy driving home on a dark street alone. esp in the country.
oh no wait! i couldn't sleep this night. so i cut my hair myself... i dont think it looks too bad :)

wednesday...
i slept til gone twelve. didn't do much really. then went to jazz's to get picked up by her farter. to go to his for tea :)
niice one.

thursday...
ROAD TRIP DAY.
so i had an interview at New Bucks in High Wycombe. so i made jazz come with... i get unbelivably stressed when i'm driving and have no idea where i am or where i'm going. i just sit there and scream. and swear at the sat nav for lying to me. but we made it. after a mission of trying to park. but we MADE IT! :)
bit early than expected.. thankyou sat nav for lying to us. then we just sat, and ate crisps for a while. since we had a whole hour to kill. i had to get a ticket for the car... and i didn't understand it... haha, so i just chucked £2 in it... turns out we could have left at ten the next morning :)
anyway. the interview wasn't bad. the other girl getting interviewed was really nice, and we just chatted for ages until the men came to get us ;)
the guy who was interviewing me had a really strong accent.. i don't know what i was thou! it still bugs me. i think it was birmingham... ahah. also. the whole interview i had that weird barcelona song in my head.. bad times.
anyway.... i got in yay :) but it turns out that leicester and bath both take on 150 students a year. so it's looking doubtful that i'll end up going to leicester :( i reeeeeally wanted to thouu!
bad times.
then we roadtripped back to indias.
and it started snowing.. lovely. then we went to the ben johnson.. which was closed. so we trekked to the checkers and had a few. lots of truths came out ;) then went back to hers and watched ferris buellers day off.
loverrs.

friday...
india thought it'd be a good idea to go to bicester village. ROOKIE ERROR. no no no. i came out feeling so depressed... i think i wanted a mulberry bag. a luella bag. an alexander mcqueen top & shoes. oh and some jimmy choo bags... and a ralph lauren jumper. and some stuff from jack wills... I WISH I HAD MONEY.
okay so what? after that...
went home. got changed (well my tights & shoes) then went to jazzs. walked to the station. ended up missing the train by a minute. then got to oxford for seven. met mark. then walked... i suggested getting a bus. but mark was like no no well walk. so we walked.. he was long legs. :( bad times. then got to the zodiac at liike half past? hah. then he wandered off.. we found matt. then just stayed there for the whole gig. turns out i am pretty short. so short infact that matt can rest his chin on my head. LOVELY.

that's the nicest photo of the whole night i reckon. he's such a fag.

saturdayy.. (today) :)
my father woke me up half an hour before i had to get up this morning. he was "just checking i was in"
lovely. then i had work. lovelier. app my managers leaving thou...? :)
i cba to type anymore.


i love band of skulls.

sixth form forces.

very good night....

i love life (L)

'cause everything is never as it seems.

this has been the longest i've been on my laptop in a while...
i can never be bothered anymore....
even thou.. what do i do instead? not my art that's what.
i've pretty much got to finish a whole project by 9.30 tomo. hah. & yet. i'm still on here.. hah
so what's happened this week?
had a uni interview at UCA... i didn't like it there. i got an interview at bath spa... i think i might withdraw my application thou. when i told my dad... frances heard and was like "i thought bath spa was the top uni." it's not. so fuck off.
and i passed my driving test... :D which i did think i had failed haha.
so now i can drive to college. drive to work. drive everywhere without getting the bus :) THANK GOD.
and me & jazz got quite drunk friday.

it was a funny moment when this photo was being taken ;)

this week's been one of the best weeks i've had in a while...

i'm really looking forward to thursday... where i plan on getting very drunk whilst dressed as a nurse!

:)

wickkkkkked.

now i'm off to do some art... maybe. i might get distracted. ha :)

so whats new?

not much tbh.

but i'm watching transfomers two, so god knows how long it's going to take to fill you all in!

lets start at wednesday....
had a driving lesson... that went really well.. even though it was so god damn early and i had a headache because of that... then i caught a train to go up to my sisters.
was pretty boring train jouney. but how would i make it interesting?
anyway, got off the train, got picked up by emily & her house mates. then went to see the boys.. then went into cheltenham town. which was fun. emily bought me two cath kidston mugs.. even though it was her birthday. ihop she liked her present i got her... and the card with the winking orange. oooh yes :)
bought some fake tan. then went back to hers. helped decorate the living room with ellie and sarah whilst emily dyed her hair & i was on the phone to jason.

optimus prime is a god.
as soon as i typed this... he got stabbed :'(

anyway, me and ellie nearly died blowing up these cheap balloons they bought! but the room looked so good after. we had some cake... then started to fake tan (which really smelt like old people... well my nan.)
when i back brushed my hair i think i looked like farah forcett. ( the blonde one out of charlies angels.) bad times haha
everyone looked really good :) the night was awesome... didn't get so drunk this time... which was good. cause i was waaasted last time! hah
howev looking at the photos from the night... i really let go when i'm drunk. which has lead me to decide i'm going on a diet... plus with the food i ate when i'm up there.. haha bad tiiimes!



thursday... nothing much happened.. i got the train home at half six... after borrowing meadows' charger to give my phone a boost! it died :'(
nothing else happened that day.
friday.. i actually can't remember what happened...
but i got paid! and i was planning to go out to the pub with nat... but i was still knackered from wednesday, cause i stayed up to watch skins on thurs... which btw was a let down.. tomas is a boring person!
saturday... i had work.
lovely.
i dyed my hair too...
sunday... it was eventful. work. me and shona had to strip the window. the big window. that meant...
taking off the clothes off six mannequins. taking them out of the window. & taking two shelves down.
that may not sound like alot. but it was. trust. i cut my hand... bad times.
i love working sundays. laura always lets us go buy food... i left with a yummy goody bag full of twirly crisps and sausage rolls. haha.
i also bought a dress... but when i went to try it on.. kids who had previously been in there. had trashed the changing rooms. they'd pulled a curtain rail off. and left loadsa clothes in there. ALSO. they'd left matches on the floor.. and when hannah went to move a stool to fix the curtain rail. it sparked one of the matches and set fire to the floor.. it only burnt a little bit. but the floorings lino. so it smelt like a bitch.
haha it was exciting thou!
on the way home i drove... obvs.
and a pigeon flew into the car. like smashed into the side window. its so scary when a bird flies into  your car. my dad just said "at best he's got a headache...." BUT  STILL!
he's also trying to make me feel guilty about taking me to my uni interview wednesday...but he doesn't seem to realise how nervous i am... cause i've applied for advertising at this uni... so it's gonna be harder to explain why i want ot go there.
:/
& finaly we're to today!
college. did some work... couldn't really concentrate. but i did do some work..
and got chatted up in the library... if only the guy was good looking god damn it! haha
then me, jazz and india went to oxford. cause we were going to go ice skating but decided to do it in half term when more people want to go :)
we went to noodle nation and my god were the noodles good! :) there was just far too much. we ate at like two. and its now eight. and im still full ahha. :)
then me and jazz went to get our boffs pierced. :)
by mike. he was lovely. haha he said jazz has nice pale skin.. and that i look like his nephews girlfriend. haha :)
jazz got the other side of her nose pierced and i got my tregus done :)
doesn't really hurt much anymore. even thou i wont be able to wear both headphones in a while.
ohwell! :)

this weeks going really good so far... i'm just hoping wednesday and thursday go GREAT :)
then i'll be one a high for weeks! well... maybe. :)
good frikking times.

megan fox just had a mini robot humping her leg... i loled :)