see you in the new year.

today, i spent over two hours sorting & finalising my Bauhaus proj, and not to toot my own horn. it looks bloody good :)
now i just need to do some sawing and painting and screwing in some hinges and it'll be done... finally.
now i've just got my photog and illustration to really finish.
good mood :)

tonight, i'm off into oxford, with, jazz (hopefully the id will work,), mikey, tiff, joe, india, mark & matt. :)
i hope it's gonna be a good night, i'm planning on getting rather drunk,
jazz is coming over in a bit to start getting ready. howev, i've only had a shower, i haven't even brushed my hair, washed it, gotten dressed. i'm just sat, with unbrushed hair, in a hair tie, my oxford joggers on and my UofG hoody on. i cba. i havent even done my make up.... i should prob do that in a bit.
i don't even know what i'm going to wear... i have an hour and a half til we have to walk down to mikes... will i do it?! haha

tomorrow is new years. i'm pretty glad tbh, i want to start over. i want to get over & start over haha :)
sounds pretty good.
but knowing me, something will happen and i'll be back to square one.
i think in the past year, i've defo grown up.. i like to think i've become stronger... and i also like to think i look better. well at least my hair's changed..
i'm also pretty glad i don't have a boyf. i don't like the idea of bringing in the new year with a boy. 'cause as jazz said, it kinda ties you to that person.. hence why i still like a certain someone. which i do hate btw - the feeling not the boy. i just dislike him...
anyway. i hope this new years is alot more eventful than last years...
well... it will if someone gets engaged.
the best moment of last years was when it turned twelve.. or when we thought it turned twelve and max said "it's not 20.09 thou, it's 12."
we  laughed, then corrected him. what a dick.
anyway.
i hope this years is a GREAT one :)


SEE YOU NEXT YEAR BLOGGERS.
this is cause i know i wont be bothered to come online tomoo... new years eve :)

have a gooden ;)
xxxxxx

i got another offer :)

yepp. i got another interview at uca farnham :)
so i've got two out of five right now :)
i'm pretty damn stoked.

later, as it's christmas eve, me and jazz are off to get pretty drunk over rosie humps place :)
hopefully to get sttteaamed :)
today's been a really unproductive day. i was going to do loadsa art. sort out things i needed to do for my portfolio. and write lists and stuff. but have i done this?! no..
i've been on facebook, talking to people. well atleast i've been speaking to people..
one person in particular... it's weird. it's so normal it's weird... i don't know anymore.

i bought a hat yesturday, then realised i could have bought one from work..

my blogs seem to be getting shorter and shorter..
i have nothing to say anymore.

just a quickie

I'VE GOT AN INTERVIEW AT NORTHAMPTON. :D

and i got the coolest package from DMU yesturday too :)
pretty stoked. and i'm off to oxford to buy something nice for myself. :) cause i got paid yesturday too :)


happy dayyys :)

i wish

people would stop fucking me around.
&
that i wasn't so nosey. it just makes me feel like crap :(

so whaaat?!

they cancelled my test. yep. fucking ice. the test centre was like an ice rink. but i phone up the dsa to complain and get arsey with them..  they've rebooked my test for the 5th. i'm not too fussed. cause i've spent 18 years without driving. so yeaah.. i'll just be proper pissed if they cancel it again. if they do. ima fucking knife someone. or just say i passed and drive around like lydia did haha :)

i've also seen photos from the other night... i look disgusting. and i now have a bloody cold.
yeah thanks.
like things couldnt get worse.
& he's fucked me around.
EURGH i wish i could cry.
i wanna do something fun... but i'll prob just end up doing nothing all day. sitting on facebook.
damn life.

ooooh.

i can't stop thinking about the wrong person.

today i woke up with michael jackson in my head.

just because in my dream, the man in the mirror was apparently the worlds song...
i dunno.

i'm in such a pickle. this always happens to me. but tbh, that's all i can really say about the many pickling situations i'm in 'cause i now know who reads my blogs... i bet one person will read this and be like.
oh my god. that's me. and honestly. it could well be you. but you'll never know.

i think jazz knows.

don't ask her.


so what... last night was really good. ka's 6th form party. a HELL of a lot better than last year, cause i was drunk.. and i liked the people there :) the usual happened, you know mistletoe kisses ;), ( i got three. well four if you count the second one i got of someone :) ) arguements, i witnessed two. tears, i only saw a few, spitting in drinks, three people spat in a drink max stole. the pikey. me and kat stole some tinsel. wrapped it round ourselves. we also had loadsa photos taken. i met some interesting people. and also some other guy i thought was ryan when i was looking for helen. so i asked him where helen was.. then realised it wasn't ryan.. it was dark and i was drunk. he asked if i was sure i wasn't looking for him instead. i patted him on the shoulder laughed and said. no my love. and walked away :)
when i got home.. at half eleven, helped myself to some shreddies :) tried to sleep... couldn't. didn't get to sleep till gone half four. :'( i had to get up at 8. BAD TIMES.

today, was a totally pointless... but i got a wiiickked present off tiff. :)
i'm so sleepy :(

i'm off babysitting later.. dunno what time! my dad lacks in the info department.
i was all up for cycling there. yeaah.. cycling.. even after my tragic accident of falling off a couple of months backk... i still have the scars. :)
i also have a scar from where me, rich and fred stole a massive tree root from someones fire in weymouth when camping. :) i fell over it. haha it makes me smile just thinking of plan tree root :)

today i discovered i have more money than i thought. fuuuun tiiiimes.
also my dad's giving me £50 for monday.
moooondaaaay.
me and jazz are dying her hair saturday... well i am.
yum.
and tuesday we're going to tiffs for a chrimbo lunch :)



i did something really bad the other day.
reeeeeaaallly bad haha :D

is it sad that i love wrapping up christmas presents?!

yes, i mean i LOVE them :) haha
at the mo, i've got wrapping paper, sissors, selotape, ribbon, paper a holepunch and presents.
all over my floor. :)
i think all my presents look very pretty.
i need to get a few things tomo thou... when i'm in... oxford seeing matthew ayres for the first time since my birthday shindig when we were dressed as pirates. LOVELY :)
i hope it snows.
i also need to return a dress... or find something else. haha :)
oh and i need to find something to wear on thursday. and i need to do some illustration. which i might do in a bit, whilst catching up with the i.t crowd. :)


today, i successfully dyed my hair. well when i say dyed. i mean highlighted, and when i say highlighted, i mean i stood infront of my bathroom mirror for a good hour, brushing bleach onto teeny tiny bits of my hair. all over my head.
i was suprised when i didn't get cramp afterwards...
i was pretty scared it was going to come out stripey. but no! it looks lush...

yep i was as suprised as it shows in this picture.

i've also had my hair cut if you can tell from the photo too :)
& that jumper is my new man/boy jumper :) i love it.

i'm going for a mince pie :) x

if you feel good. if you feel good. put one hand in the air. oh yeaaah.

so today.. wasn't bad.
couldn't be bothered with college... les would only moan at me with my lack of thing i've actually done for the project... so went into reading with millie joe.
and i... didn't buy anything for myself. nothing! everyone's pretty much sorted for presents now...
my sister also introduced me to a bean and sausage melt. it was dissappointing.
no sausage.
i could say many things about the statement there. ;)
saturday was such a disappointment. me and jazz had some champayne i was given for my birthday, which my dad and mum had saved since their wedding...
it was pretty awful. but i pretty much drank the whole bottle. jazz had a glass.
then we went to some party down my street... and accidently smashed jazz's bottle of vodka on the road..
i saw the red lid today.
saw james, who i havent seen since primary school :) and nat, who i havent seen in ages.
we were there for... five minutes? then thought fuck it, we'll go back to mine. and took loadsa photos :)

lovely :)

oh ALSO... i solved the helena problem. cause last wednesday.. which is my free day, she woke me up bouncing a ball... so. i went into her room when she left looked around for this ball.. couldn't find it. i found her advent calender... the door underneath the next day was open.. so i stuck my finger under, and stole the chocolate :) ahah

i walked out of the kitchen today, and millie joe and done the same... she stole christmas :)

Today i'm really happy. i have absolutely no idea why.
i cant be asked with college again tomorrow.
so i'm going to find a dress.. for hayleys. actually i might wait til weds when im in oxford...
i have nothing else to say...

laterrrz :)

some people...

are so annoying.... & fake.

(this is going to be a boring blog, so stop reading now if you're not interested... ;))

wickkkedd.
today i had my penultimate driving lesson today, it's getting closer!
v. excited :D
Im also getting my hair cut sunday :) FINALLY my hair is so long right now, i hate it.
and then i'm going to dye it monday too :) finally, everything seems to be getting better..  apart from how much work i have to do... and little money i have.
i'm selling two things on ebay, just to get a little bit haha. bad times.
i'm gonna have to raid my savings again. but starting in the new year. i'm putting £50 away every month. cause i'm poor. even in my savings!

i've been lying here on my bed with my laptop tilted up for so long i have a red mark where the heats been... lovely.


i have nothing else to report.
maybe later... ;)

wickkked.

so last night, was my works do. it was so good.
so basically, went back to hannahs to get ready, she lost katies id which she was borrowing, so we missed the bus... so her mum was driving us behind the bus to get to a bus stop before it.
got on the bus, the others were already drinking.. haha i say the others. there's over twenty of us working at new look... only seven of us went.. haha. but it ended up us having £210 behind the bar for drinks.
we got there. had four pitchers of sex on the beach (which is really yummy) sent to our table and started popping crackers, telling each other the jokes and donning the hats :)
then... skye bent over to pick up her bag off the floor. her hat fell off... and POOF flames.
yes. he hat caught on fire... drama at the table. then she blew it to put it out and it flew over and nearly landed on karin... fun times. also in the space of ten minutes. when laura and katie were going out for a cigarette... katie put her bag on the table... too close to the candles... and set alight to her real expensive guess bag...
so we decided to blow out the rest of the candles to be on the safe side... haha.
then the food came... katie suddenly got fucked. and was screaming in my ear if i wanted a mussel... or some lobster.. or some salmon... none of which were on the table.
the wedges were really yummy :)
hannah then threw a wedge into katies glass full of sex on the beach... and then shouted wedgie on the beach...
dead funny ahha.
katie also gave me her gum. and knocked my glass into my teeth and made it spill down my top.. bad times.
and hannah gave me some chicken out of a wrap.
lovely.
everyone got really drunk so quickly. i wasn't that drunk. so i kept drinking... then mel gave me a shot... which smelt weird. she said it was called a slippery nipple.
so i shot it :) never have one. it's bloody horrible.
then it hit me, and i collapsed onto hannahs shoulder. :) yay.

then we left after hours of dancing, singing and drinking. we left and went to park end.
which they didn't let me into cause i was too drunk. which is unfair i think!
so me and laura went to thirst. where she sat me on a seat and went to the bathroom... and when she came back she saw me proper shove a guy away from me... when she told me at work today i couldnt remember anything. but then i remember the guy he was really ugly, and wouldnt leave me alone, after me saying loadsa times to leave me alone. so i shouted fuck off and shoved him... she was going round work saying i nearly killed him haha :)
then we got a lift home. and i had to sit next to andymartins brother,... who i once told to fuck off when i was drunk thinking it was alan... ahah im glad he didnt know it was me :)
and today at work. everyone felt rough. everyone except harley. :) hah
i'm still hanging from last night, i'm shattered and my tummys frothing. it's horrible :(
i havent felt this bad in a LONG time.

one of my fav photies from the night :)

but bloody good weekend.
apart from... my boots. my love of my life. my amazing boots which are like santa boots. now have a hole in the bottom of the left sole. NONONO. not happy. :'( so my foot got really wet when i walked to hannahs saturday.
pfft. i'm going to complain.

i'm watching just my luck.

it really is just my luck.
i'm so annoyed/pissed off/upset right now.