today all i've wanted to watch is juno?!

i've also read over 200 pages of the book jazz gave me...
today's been boring. we went to blenheim palace.  dull

that is my photo of the day.
i'm gonna start doing that now instead of writing a load of shit you don't really care about.
cause let's face  it, my life isn't that all interesting.
so this can now be a photoy blog. instead of words. cause i'm far too lazy nowadays!

i forgot to upload some photos from paris...

PARIS 2010 WITH THE COLLEGE LOT.

mini orgy times. i got attacked. four times on my neck.

lovely.

le eye. ful.. touw. eurgh.

MY LAPTOPS ABOUT TO DIE.

I'LL DO SOME MORE TOMOO!

blah.blah.blah

sometimes i really wish i was different.

downloading some new tunes for the journey.

PARIS TOMORROW :D

I'M SO EXCITED.

I NEED TO PACK.

AAAAHHH.

tonight, i'm crashing over jazz's.

we're going to watch paranormal activity.

cause, there's not point in sleeping really.

BRING IT ONNNNN :D

oh my.

what a weekend.

so whaaat.... went out to wantage for michelles maternity leaving do. i won't lie. i got very drunk..

i had 4 double vodkas and coke, a pint of cider and blackcurrant & a glass of rose.

hello not being able to speak or walk properrrly. :) true didcot style i must say.

anyway, me and laura got a taxi home. i couldn't face going to the wally i was far too drunk.

so i walked home. on the phone to laura. then i phoned jazz..

i don't really remember the phone call.. but she filled me in the next day.

apparently i was hiccuping, and doing a weird sigh... haha

then, i walked down this road called green close. to go the short way back to mine.

i dunno what possessed me to go this way. but i did, and part of the way was blocked.

there was fences blocking the whole path width ways. i didn't think of going a different way... i just battled on through these metal fences. by myself. on the phone to jazz. in a short skirt and quite a nice top.

seriously, words dont do justice of the peril i faced. i should have taken a photo. haha.

well. i ended up with this on my face....

attractive ;)

i also have nothing else to say.

I LOVE JASMINE

THIS IS WHY WE'RE BEST FRIENDS.

i have no title for this.

so today, i spent 5 hours drawing a still life piece, when everyone had finished within the first hour or so.
mine took bloody ages.
in the end, i didn't like it, because i'd been staring at it for so long. and plus i'd realised the mask i was drawing &  shading ended up looking like it had had a stroke on one side of it's face.. it was just the bumps in the mask. but still. i can't believe it took my 5 hours.. i think it was that anyway....

when i got home i got a letter from Lynn, my mum's best friend. she's pretty wickked. she does dowsing and heals peoples with stones. but she's so funny. she said in her letter that she wants my children to call her granny lynn. :) i love her.
anyway...
in the letter, she'd written her memories of my mum. and to those reading my blog who don't know me.
my mum died when i was 8. from breast cancer. and this year, it'll be10 years since her death.
i never talk about her because it hurts so much. & typing this, is making my cry for the first time in ages. & tbh it's making me wonder why i'm even writing it at all.
my dad's getting re-married in april. i already live with her & her kids. but i don't know how i'm going to stand sitting there and watching him getting married to another woman.

now my eyes are all sticky from crying. fuck mascara.
i'm off to eat some chicken nuggets.

photography.

so right. i'll fill you in on my life later. but for now you can have a butchers at these.

they're some photo's i've taken.. seems quite a while ago now...i've just found them on my harddrive..

 i miss photog.

anyway. enjoyy :)

i dunno what happened to the bottom of that one...

soz.