Tuesday, 27 October 2009

well.well.well

i haven't written a blog in a while. truth be told, it's cause i really can't be bothered to turn my laptop on just to write what's happened in my day.

so here's a quick summary...
tuesday, my birthday, wicked day, got sweet things, and it was just a pretty good day.
wednesday, passed my theory, had my hpv jab, went to tiff's to watch scary films and drink. fun fun. wickked (Y)
thursday, went home, i can't remember what else i did...
friday, my pirate party, so fun to dress up as a pirate :) and saw matt who now lives in waaaless.
saturday, jazz stayed over, made cookies, attempted to watch the orphange, turned it off, cause it was in spanish.
sunday, did nothing special of what i can remember.
monday, went into town, got a hole in my ear. saw lucia who i havent seen since year 8. day made. oh and i went to see up with the fam. fun times.

now tuesday, boring day, spent 3 hours reading straight, i'm addicted to this book jazz made me borrow. :)
it's pretty damn good.
attempted to do work. heard a rumour. FANTASTIC. why does this always happen?! hmmm?!

anyway, last night i felt so ridiculously lonely it was stupid. i wanted to text someone, but i didn't want a reply, with all that cliche stuff, like "oh dont worry you'll find your prince charming." that's bull. i just wanted to talk to someone, actually just at someone. cause then i wouldn't get a reply, with a load of crap trying to cheer me up. that's why i'm writing it here, cause you can just read it, say something in your head, and not comment, cause i dont want a comment. i just wanted to get it off my chest. i dont want a boyfriend, i just want someone there
or am i just kidding
myself?

i'm so fed up right now.

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